" Suddenly I feel that by loving me she has placed a knife in my hand. This is what love does. It heals you. Then it places a knife in your hand. I have always been secretly excited about holding this knife. But I have knifed and been knifed too many times. I am sick of it. I want to fall back on nothing but myself now. So I am throwing away the knife, Suzanne. I am throwing away the knife for you. You throw away your knife too.  "
~ Labyrinths